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„… I’m like a singer on the stage
With the golden lights
and liquid rage
Down from the mountains
to the sea
Cool running love
keeps cleansing me …“
 

I always loved this „ambient song“, la audio verite –  the singer seems to be on the verge of falling apart, the words (nearly part of the air that surrounds them) seem to be in danger of getting burned or at least swallowed by the smoke moments after they left his mouth, it’s a seductive kind of loneliness (if there is such a thing). He added a few notes on a vibraphone, as unreal as his ghost organ that makes a short appearance in the middle of the song. Recorded solo and acoustic on a two-track cassette in front of a crackling campfire in his garden, Young enthused about WILL TO LOVE to the writer Bill Flanagan in 1990, „I was all alone in my house and I was high on a bunch of things. I was really out there and I wrote the whole thing and put it together. None of the verses are exactly the same length. They’re all a little different. I never sung it except for that one time.“ This isn’t strictly true. Young had attempted to rehearse the song for the Long May You Run album, but complained that he kept „forgetting what I was doing, losing it totally and getting all pissed off because it didn’t sound right.“ But, in that night at the campfire, everything was right, even the oblique lyrics, even the loneliness. (m.e. a. o.)

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3 Comments

  1. Michael Engelbrecht:

    Auf den weinrot gedruckten Songtitel klicken, dann kommt der Song …

  2. Martina:

    Das wissen wir doch alle … :)

    Habe den Song gestern schon ein paar Mal laufen lassen. Wirklich sehr beeindruckend lässig. Und da haben wir auch wieder dieses Campfire-Feeling, das hier ab und zu als roter Faden auftaucht.

  3. Uwe:

    Vom „American Stars’N’Bars“ Album ! Sehr schoener Song ! Das Kaminfeuer traegt zwar zur Atmo bei; aber umso weniger versteht man vom Text…

    „Will To Love“

    It has often been my dream / To live with one
    who wasn’t there / Like an ocean fish
    who swam upstream / Through nets,
    by hooks, and hungry bears.

    When the water grew less deep / My fins were aching / from the strain / I’m swimming in my sleep / I know I can’t go back again.

    Got the will to love, the will to love.
    I’ll never lose it, never lose the will to love,
    Never lose the will.
    It’s like something from up above.

    I can be like a fire in the night / Always warm
    and giving off light / But there comes a time
    when I shine too bright / Oh, I’m just a fire in the night.

    And now my fins are in the air / And my belly’s
    scraping on the rocks / I still think
    someone really cares / And I’ll keep swimming
    till I stop.

    Got the will to love, the will to love.
    I’ll never lose it, never lose the will to love,
    Never lose the will.

    It’s like something from up above.

    I’m like a singer on the stage
    With the golden lights and liquid rage
    Down from the mountains to the sea
    Cool running love keeps cleansing me.

    It keeps my gills from getting dry
    But it distorts things in my eyes
    Sometimes I see what really isn’t there
    Like my true lover, and I care.

    Got the will to love, the will to love.
    I’ll never lose it, never lose the will to love,
    Never lose the will.

    It’s like something from up above.

    Sometimes I ramble on and on / And I repeat myself
    till all my friends are gone / And get lost in snow / and drown in rain / And never feel the same again.

    I remember the ocean / from where I came
    Just one of millions all the same / But somewhere
    someone calls my name / I’m a harpoon dodger,
    and I can’t, won’t be tamed.

    Got the will to love, the will to love.
    I’ll never lose it, never lose the will to love,
    Never lose the will.

    It’s like something from up above.

    Baby, if I see boredom in your eyes
    I’ll know my river has run dry
    But I won’t turn back / with that lonely tide
    I bought that ticket / and I’ll take that ride.

    If we meet along the way / Please sway beside me,
    let us sway together / Our tails together
    and our fins and mind / We’ll leave this water
    and let our scales shine / In the sun above
    and the sky below / So all the water
    and earth will know

    It has often been my dream / To live with one
    who wasn’t there.


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